I was a little bit under the weather the past days. Couldn't even spell or type or think much. Must be the weather. Yes, gotta blame it on something. Or it could just be hormonal - you know, women just have all these hormones act up once a month at least.
It's a time when you just wanna curl up and just be a shrimp - all day long or all week long. Terrible.
In younger days, you wonder how come people get to be emotionally messed up and sometimes you wish you could feel the depressing emotion that others feel - wrong wish! Before you know it, there you are, all grown up and feeling the same sh*t that you have "wished" you felt as well. Lesson learned: be extremely careful with what you wish for.
But wherever life takes you, you know you will always bounce back (unless you're six feet under). With the help of a grown-up word: resiliency. It maybe hard to leap from a depressive state but if you learn to step back and look at things in a different perspective - accept what you cannot change (for the meantime) and focus on what you can change and how you can change it - then it won't be long before you "return back to your normal state" (I borrowed that from registry mechanic - hehe)
So before I start sounding like Dr. Phil here, which, for those of you who hasn't seen him in person, he is really tall. And for some reason, people just scream and go ga-ga over him. Okay, STOP! reserve for next blog.
Well, what I am actually trying to say here is I'm back now. Back into typing again - of whatever crosses my mind. Ya, I'm a blabber and damn proud to be one. Ha!
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